I am alive and dead at the same time
I walk and feel you and I see through you
I exist yet I don’t live anymore
I look at your face and see the reality of it all
Surrounded by the hearts I know of
Who knows what troubles my mind
Hoping I never become part of;
This fucked up society, so unkind
But this poison is almost like air,
I breathe in and forget who I was
How in the hell is that fair?
When this life - I just want it to pause.
I am locked inside myself; losing peace
Becoming the society I wanted to cease
How could I become so transparent
Losing my breath, wondering where it went
Years pass by as I get weaker
Losing all the energy to concentrate,
Only when I’m by myself, I realize -
I’m poisoned and something inside me dies
I notice those traits in me,
That I hated in others
I understand that I got infected
And I became transparent like everyone elsee
supported by 6 fans who also own “Contagious Transparency”
A beautiful journey from start to finish, with perfectly placed moments of gentility amidst the rhythmic intrigue and blast beats of their guest drummer. jsteadmanfan
supported by 6 fans who also own “Contagious Transparency”
Will admit found the dissonance initially off putting, but by the end of the first song caught the groove and loved every second! It's almost like a lost Pestilence album. Full on reccommend! warchrist30