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Words and Thoughts
03:33
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1 . Words and Thoughts
They hide who they are,
In the light of a burning star,
Surrounded by the faces I know
Yet they’re not what they show
Weary eyes, hiding lies
Smile so fake that it dies
Bearing it all is living in hell
I have lost the sight of
- what’s well
Once you realize the lies face tell
You can never forget, or be well
Every face has a smile that hides
A 1000 words that never guides
These faces are crumbled like sand,
Like something out of a fantasy lang,
These faces are liars hiding to be;
Someone better and free
Everyone has buried a secret inside
Everyone has got something to hide;
Guess I am the only one,
Who doesn’t know,
The different between,
Words and thoughts
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Lost Cause
05:36
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Lost Cause
Thirst for the search of truth is forever lost
Our lives are what cost (us);
Cause of primitive harmless instincts
That is loved by thoughts which are deranged
Never gonna be the same again
Lost and never will be found
We are resisting the nature
Truth is what we disguise
We are the generation of lost and found
We are not us if our thoughts are sound
We are the lost cause
We break all the laws
Forgetting where we came from
Blinded, all we see are lies
Blind to see the whole picture;
That is unchanged and never dies
The rusty machine of greed and vanity
Pollutes the air with poison
Poison which we seem to crave
Which in the end will send us
TO GRAVE!!!
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3. |
Impact Unknown
05:38
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Impact Unknown
A fall from cliffs into the fog
Bewildered to face the unknown
To fear I no longer submit surreal
Oozing through me are those thousand teardrops
Tears are not those that caused me this pain
Tears I shed are stolen from storm
Fear looks morbid into open face
Feel no longer pain!! Feel no thunder!!
Feelings are chained, feelings asunder !!!
Not giving me a chance to resist my fate
Stone on my chest makes the heart pound stronger
And clods as my sins leave a bitter taste in my soul
No longer I scream into unknown
Dead plundered heart does not bleed anymore
Forever I shatter
I have never chosen this fate on my own
And you refuse to fight the storm
Vortex of your own self-captivity
Acknowledge the pain of futility
With hands I cover my face downed in scorn
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4. |
Almost Free
04:38
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Almost Free
When the first star appears
And everything starts fading away
When darkness creeps upon them
And long-awaited silence comes their way
Only now, can they breath
Only now, they feel almost free
Silence is too loud for them
And the darkness it too bright
The cold of the night keeps them warm
If only there was no light
Only now, can they breath
Only now, they feel almost free
But their dreams won’t last long
And the day will bring them pain
It fills them with fear
But freedom is what they adhere
Constrained by fetters
It fills them with fear
But there is no escape
Surrounded by millions of elements
The only thing they feel is hopelessness and emptiness
No hope, no joy, just a wish for yet another dream
Silence is too loud for them
And the darkness is too bright
The cold of the night
Keeps them warm
If only there was no light
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Obscure Conjuring
05:22
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Obscure Conjuring
Who am I? Where am I
I feel that something has changed
I am everywhere and nowhere at the same time
I’m photon I am a quant,
I can move faster than light
Through the dimensions and time
I am the essence, I am the time,
I am the stars that you see at the night
I’m the air, I’m the heat, I’m the energy
I am a cause, I am the effect
I am a glimpse of light in the darkest night
I am your eternal question
For which there is no answer
My souls were united with space
I was all one with eternity
My minds is gravity,
My thoughts are space-time
My dreams are reality
Everything flows through my breath
I have lived a thousand lifetimes
but I had remained unchanged
My lifetime has stopped at the zero point
And my power become unchained
I am lost in timeless oblivion
I am stuck in the loop of uncertainty
I’m the air, I’m the heat, I’m the energy
I am a part of all possible impossibilities
My life is gone with the quantum wind
I am omniscient immortal being
I will transcend time and space
I am everywhere and nowhere at the same time
The existence is me
Billions of lives are flowing through my veins
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Filled with emptiness
05:21
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Filled with emptiness
Filled with emptiness
Here we go again
There is war and disorder
Death and destruction
With every war, I close my eyes
I wonder about all the lives
How blood obstruct their minds
And greed blinds their eyes
Moving forward,
Like a machine
Trampling young plants
With their dirty feet
Though it makes me happy,
That at their fragile beating hearts
Everyone realizes;
All that pain was in vain
But here we go again,
Filled with emptiness
War and destruction
It seems to never end
Breathe in the dust and toxic waste
Yet still they remain in blessed delusion
Only at their dying breath
All of them realize,
All the pretty things,
That they left behind.
With every war, I close my eyes
I wonder about all the lives
how blood obstructs their minds
Until they are nothing but emptiness.
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7. |
Particle, Reflection...
05:33
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Particle, Reflection...
Flying through the space
Chasing the light
The past is over
The future isn't there
Just yet
No obstacles for me
Becoming faster as I change
Along the way...
There was no start
Will there be an end?
Nothing's trying to stop me
Becoming smaller as I see
Pieces of myself
Feeding the eternity
Flying through the space
Chasing the light
The past is over
Will there be a future?
Pieces of myself
Still feeding the eternity
Distorted space, altered light
Going back and forth
Why's everything still the same
Is this a curse, or is this my life?
I can think
I can see and feel
Yet...
If I'm the space
If I'm the light
There's no time
And I'm trapped in endlessness
The heartbeat is calm and low
Because I have accepted it long ago
I cut through the space with a cold look
There is nothing will change my focus
Distorted space, altered light
Going back and forth
Why's everything still the same
Is this a curse, or is this my life?
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The Secret of True Happiness
Happiness is not subjective
It’s common for everyone
Searching for your own is a waste of time
As you will lose track of the true one
What if the pursuit
Of power and love
Is a miserable product
Of a primitive mind
All desires are limited
With the boundaries we’ve set
And no one understands
That everyone is upset
Maybe cowardice forces people
To not see the truth and painful reality
Of their safe but fragile worlds
And keep enjoying their fake life
Maybe they need more maturity
to finally understand that
To be unconditionally happy
You have to be a complete idiot
All desires are limited
With the boundaries we’ve set
And no one understands
That everyone is upset
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9. |
Contagious Transparency
06:17
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Contagious Transparency
I am alive and dead at the same time
I walk and feel you and I see through you
I exist yet I don’t live anymore
I look at your face and see the reality of it all
Surrounded by the hearts I know of
Who knows what troubles my mind
Hoping I never become part of;
This fucked up society, so unkind
But this poison is almost like air,
I breathe in and forget who I was
How in the hell is that fair?
When this life - I just want it to pause.
I am locked inside myself; losing peace
Becoming the society I wanted to cease
How could I become so transparent
Losing my breath, wondering where it went
Years pass by as I get weaker
Losing all the energy to concentrate,
Only when I’m by myself, I realize -
I’m poisoned and something inside me dies
I notice those traits in me,
That I hated in others
I understand that I got infected
And I became transparent like everyone elsee
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